A New life with the choice of destruction or creation in a new world(hiatus)

have you ever wonder what kind of feeling you would have the moment you were killed? Would you feel hated? anger? Regret? Sorrow? Helplessness? Confusion? Happiness? Or all of them? You all maybe wondering right now 'what is this person talking about?' well I don't want to bore you with my pointless back story so I make this a short introduction. I am Danial fang and I am a 16 year old lazy boy with no interest other than entertainment that I like which is fantasy and anything that doesn't exist in real life since you all should know how boring real life when you don't have much people to talk to but I don't like talking much as well so It is properly just me that is weird about this issue. though I do think I am a very average person other than the fact that I am a loner and dislike hanging out or talking with people I don't know but anyway the situation is that I die. The story goes like this. I was walking home from the grocery store like in any story it was a fine day or a normal one if you will. But than I suddenly hear several gun fire from out of nowhere behind me on the street and as anybody would. I tried to turn around to see what happen but it was too late because I felt a sharp pain on the back of my head than my conscious blackout in an instant. I didn't even I have my life flash past my eyes because I died to fast for that to happen. so to me it was a feeling of confusion at the moment of my death. The end. well that is how i thought it was suppose to be but that is not end of it since my soul was destroy in a void and remade then only to get ship to a new world with magic as a hybrid of a*********. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i will keep this new race a secret until chapter one WARNING there will be gore, disturbing scene, and mature sex scene.